i'm ba-a-a-a-ack ...

whoa ... it's been a long time since i posted, eh. not that there haven't been thingzzzz goin' down ... just that i had to think about it before i whacked em onto the ol' machine. a lot to think about. opted to go with mindless schtuff for the nonce. at least for the year. too much happening in my life right now to commit to more than what i've got on my plate. "thought you were the ultimate geekess???" he asked. well ... right now, no. not in the near future either.
u ever get in the situation where ya just don't want commitments? its like ... everywhere u turn, someone neeeeeeeeds something. ur attention. ur time. a piece of ur heart. and u start feelin like one of those beaches, yanno? like ... u started out sandy and cool and schtuff and every wave that comes in drags off a little more of ur sand, every kid that wanders by finds a little piece of u that they wanna take to remember u by, and those damned birds keep flyin overhead and crappin on ya.
yeah.
i feel like a beach.