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oh geeeeez ... as we were getting ready to go out, we glanced out the window and OMG the white van pulled up. my heart goes out to the both of them. we watched as they removed her under a burgundy shroud. oh geeeeeez.

we're not close enough for me to just walk over there and talk with him. and seriously. what do you say under these circumstances? we just saw them taking walks together this week. and now this. i hope she's in a better place. i hope she's at peace. i hope he's handling. i kn0w how much it totally suxxors to lose someone you love. no matter how it happens ... it suxxors beyone what we ever thought was possible to feel.

and the hardest part? seriously. the hardest part is getting angry, and feeling so guilty for being angry.