So What Else Isn't True?
It’s a perfect setting, everything seems to make sense, but then, out of no where something comes up that really shouldn’t have. I guess this kind of goes with a previous post, but really I want to expand and vent, so I’m not gonna put it as a comment.
Lets look at a particular posse that I’m now inexplicably linked to, without a variation of doubt. On one end of the spectrum I have two past crushes that are extremely odd. Crinhim , who I thought was a complete jerk and really scary and my other ex crush Coyote who told me that Crinhim really was scary and I should be worried about him. He’s a jerk… etc etc. Now on the other end of the spectrum there’s Ahilto, who I’m going to prom with and thus that entire posse (which consists of about 15 or so people) have all taken notice of me again. Ahilto and I had to corsage ordering today, and we hooked up with my ex Marik who had to give me a ride… His ex and one of my closes friends Jerrie (a girl) and her prom date Scruffles… Who is my ex flirt buddy from a Brit Lit Class. It’s already ackward because Scruffles and I are kind of wondering how in the hell we were this unlucky… Jerrie’s looking at Ahilto, and keeps giggling because she thinks its SOOOO adorable we’ve finally hooked up… Marik isn’t happy because Ahilto and I have actually hit it off pretty well… and Ahilto’s mother is looking at me and talking with my mother trying to determine if I’m actually as nice as Ahilto says??
Ahilto and Mom-san have to go home, so my mom, Marik, Jerrie, Scruffles, and I all head to the mall where we run into BeDeva who just happens to be at a store that I need to hit for a purse. We talk for a little… then Jerrie has to leave and it’s just the guys, my mom, and me. THEN as if things hadn’t already been somewhat fun but mildly stressing… We run into Crinhim, who turns out to be a really nice guy. He APPOLOGIZES for something that he did in FRESHMAN year (we’re now juniors)… because he swore at me… I don’t even remember it. We’re all joking around and I realize that Coyote had totally lied to me about him. Then I secretly get extremely pissed at Coyote.
Crinhim wasn’t even competition when Coyote was lying to me about him… SO there was REALLY NO reason to lie. That bugs me sooo much. I mean if he could sink that low to lie to me about someone I wouldn’t have changed my mind for, what else has he lied to me about? How in the world should I trust him? And WHY THE HELL did I think he was such a great guy? I really don’t like hormones, they uber suxxors.
Of course now, I’m really laughing about it, because it’s ironic that I get along with so much of that posse … except Coyote. So Crinhim and I traded embarressing stories about our friends… I gave him ammo… he gave me lots of ammo… and I think I have a new great friend. LOL!
Well, that’s my random vent-age. Fun, Angry, and Very Odd at the same time.
Lets look at a particular posse that I’m now inexplicably linked to, without a variation of doubt. On one end of the spectrum I have two past crushes that are extremely odd. Crinhim , who I thought was a complete jerk and really scary and my other ex crush Coyote who told me that Crinhim really was scary and I should be worried about him. He’s a jerk… etc etc. Now on the other end of the spectrum there’s Ahilto, who I’m going to prom with and thus that entire posse (which consists of about 15 or so people) have all taken notice of me again. Ahilto and I had to corsage ordering today, and we hooked up with my ex Marik who had to give me a ride… His ex and one of my closes friends Jerrie (a girl) and her prom date Scruffles… Who is my ex flirt buddy from a Brit Lit Class. It’s already ackward because Scruffles and I are kind of wondering how in the hell we were this unlucky… Jerrie’s looking at Ahilto, and keeps giggling because she thinks its SOOOO adorable we’ve finally hooked up… Marik isn’t happy because Ahilto and I have actually hit it off pretty well… and Ahilto’s mother is looking at me and talking with my mother trying to determine if I’m actually as nice as Ahilto says??
Ahilto and Mom-san have to go home, so my mom, Marik, Jerrie, Scruffles, and I all head to the mall where we run into BeDeva who just happens to be at a store that I need to hit for a purse. We talk for a little… then Jerrie has to leave and it’s just the guys, my mom, and me. THEN as if things hadn’t already been somewhat fun but mildly stressing… We run into Crinhim, who turns out to be a really nice guy. He APPOLOGIZES for something that he did in FRESHMAN year (we’re now juniors)… because he swore at me… I don’t even remember it. We’re all joking around and I realize that Coyote had totally lied to me about him. Then I secretly get extremely pissed at Coyote.
Crinhim wasn’t even competition when Coyote was lying to me about him… SO there was REALLY NO reason to lie. That bugs me sooo much. I mean if he could sink that low to lie to me about someone I wouldn’t have changed my mind for, what else has he lied to me about? How in the world should I trust him? And WHY THE HELL did I think he was such a great guy? I really don’t like hormones, they uber suxxors.
Of course now, I’m really laughing about it, because it’s ironic that I get along with so much of that posse … except Coyote. So Crinhim and I traded embarressing stories about our friends… I gave him ammo… he gave me lots of ammo… and I think I have a new great friend. LOL!
Well, that’s my random vent-age. Fun, Angry, and Very Odd at the same time.
Buddhist Rant posted at 9:01 AM
3 Comments:
It was interesting to see that yesterday.
But isn't Life that way, though? As you go on you keep learning more and more about other people just as they can't help but learn more and more about you. It's sort of like peeling an onion but it goes both ways. There's layers and layers and layers and you keep peeling back these layers and finding another layer and at the same time all sorts of accretions (more layers) are adding on.
You just know, too, that things that were said, ideas that were exchanged, memories ... they'll come back to bite you in the ass someday. Hopefully not hard.
I know one person that won't be able to get ticked off with true reason. Coyote. He'd HAVE to admit that he kind of likes me then.
Besides, what i told Crinhim are the exact things that Coyote told me "I tell everyone."
Whoops! LOL
Besides, we gave Crinhim some ammo on me so he can sooth Coyote's mood too.
i would not want to be coyote on monday LMAO
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