BANG goes another delusion!
i hate that.
another one bites the dust. i just hate that. here i am, happy in my delusion. and someone just HAS to disillusion me. what's with that, you know? was that REALLY necessary, people???
i wish sometimes that you could just be happy with something or someone without having to go through the disillusionment process. can't it be a choice thing? because if it were a choice, i'd PASS, okay? if you really need to know the truth, whatever that might be, more power to you. but sometimes, its nicer not knowing. sometimes its just nicer thinking that it's love.
another one bites the dust. i just hate that. here i am, happy in my delusion. and someone just HAS to disillusion me. what's with that, you know? was that REALLY necessary, people???
i wish sometimes that you could just be happy with something or someone without having to go through the disillusionment process. can't it be a choice thing? because if it were a choice, i'd PASS, okay? if you really need to know the truth, whatever that might be, more power to you. but sometimes, its nicer not knowing. sometimes its just nicer thinking that it's love.
Buddhist Rant posted at 7:47 PM
3 Comments:
WAIT! Sometimes not knowing the truth can really hurt you! Only a mushroom can thrive living in the dark on bullsh*t.
Some delusions should be allowed to stay! Would it really have killed my ex-crush's parents to just NOT tell me that he's really a lazy slacker with no hopes of a future and grades to match his poor ethics? Would it really have been so horrible for me to think for ages that he's this beautifully crafted image of perfection with wonderful grades, test scores,a charming personality, and gifted with a truly nonselfish attitude? Would it really have killed them to let me think that he WANTED to stay in the shape he's in because he enjoys being cuddly? NOO! I could have lived a happy life by thinking that... instead they crush my dreams and rip the carpet from under my feet. Thanks guys... i really DON'T appreciate it.
I miss my delusion... so much. and it's absolutely IMPOSSIBLE to return to!
may i point out that BullS*it has actually helped some plants grow as well, other than fungus?
Unless it's education or relationships... does there really have to be this horrible blinding light of ugly reality? .... alas.
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